Here It Goes...

Ok,So...
Here It Goes I Guess....
with no experience whatsoever in writing dear diaries,notes or even a gud english...i am a 14 year old here trying to write down some memories or well whatever you wanna coll de below thing and show it 2 de whole world infront of me.
Well,so..sometimes you feel that you hav been thru enough no matter what it maybe..
ur school,exams,appointments,office,meetings etc etc but ppl dnt realize dt mayb dere is more 2 what one sees in life...u feel that de amt of fights dat YOU hav fought,de situtaions u hav handelled,de way u hav overcome them...its jst "it"..i meen lyk we think evn i do,being a total human being that all dt i hav been thru is enough for me in life 2 say tat yup,this is it...no one can beat me..bla bla....but this is utter BULL SHIT
There is no one in this world who has ever faced enough problems & situations and 2 make dis little perception of theirs dt it is all dt cn happen 2 dem..trust me guyz everyday of your life can b as hell as you cant even imagine and b heaven al de mst if YOU want it 2 b lyk one...
honestly,we never have dt power of actually changing wht can/may/shud happen 2 us de only thing dt we can do is jst handle dem well nd accept who we ourseleves our..at de end of de day we live at our homes,go 2 our beds and sleep....and den another day starts wid dose yesterday's memory left past...all dt dere is left 2 say is dat live...but live peacefully
and if you wnna die....
its jst de least u cn expect yourself not 2 do...cuz trust me dere ARE ppl who look up2 u nd dere will b ppl thinkin abt u...even wen ure gone...forgive nd live...dts my mantra
dis is me...nd my thinkin....
karma,truth...and pride...<3